Stories

James Bushell
“It gets a lot easier to deal with emotionally, and there can be as much joy in what you had, as sadness in what’s been lost.”
James Bushell’s arts-loving dad died after a short illness when James was in his mid-teens. His mother gave him space and independence as they both grieved his father, something James believes preserved their still-close relationship.

Roberta Hope
“When I think of my mother, I don’t think of a loss… I had my dad”
Roberta Hope’s mother died when the girl was only five. Now in her fifties, Roberta has few memories of her mother. However, she was buoyed through her childhood by the love of her dad, and never felt she lacked for a mum.

Melanie Kerr, celebrant
“Telling the truth right at the beginning will save discomfort and distress down the line”
Melanie Kerr is a Dunedin-based celebrant who often finds herself officiating at the funerals and memorials of parents who have left behind young children. There’s always a place for the children in a funeral service, she says.

Amie Richardson
“Kids lose that perspective of their parent being able to make everything okay.”
Amie Richardson’s husband, Wayne Biggs, was diagnosed with aggressive lymphoma when their sons were only two and five years old. She quickly had to work out how to support her sons through his sickness, death, and beyond.

Jan Williams
“I thought she’d died, but didn’t want to ask”
Jan Williams grew up with her father and her four sisters, and the acceptance her mother was dead. It wasn’t until she was a teenager she realised the story she’d lived with – or built up around herself – wasn’t the full story.

Kate Walker
“The thing I miss the most is not having an adult relationship with my father”
Kate Walkers’ dad died suddenly when she was eleven. He’d gone to bed with a headache, then was taken to hospital during the night. He never came home.

Kat Schwarzkopf
“If my Papa had lived, I probably would have learned to fly an aeroplane!”
Kat Schwarz’s father died suddenly when he fell through a roof. Kat thinks of her Papa, and his love for aviation, whenever she sees a small plane in flight.

Jeff Duncan
“Most people know their parents as people. We don’t. And we never will”
Jeff Duncan’s mother died from leukemia when he was ten. His story mirrors mine closely, which is not surprising as he’s my older brother…

Caitlin Cherry
“It’s up to me to look after myself, there’s nothing coming my way”
Caitlin Cherry’s dad left New Zealand for Australia when she was six then died suddenly when she was nine. Growing up with no little money and less support, Caitlin knew she had only herself to rely on.

Helen Goodwin
“I don't remember crying for him, particularly. He was not much like a dad.”
Helen Goodwin’s dad died suddenly and unexpectedly, even though he’d been ill for some years. Helen felt conflicted about her father’s death, and psychologically stuck, until she discovered change was possible.